The Prophet of Kessler's

Ian, Crystal and I went to Kesslers. There, we met the arch angel from Heaven. Aparently, he came down from the hills to Jeruselum. In Sioux City, Iowa, he was given a secret salt water vaccination by the government, but nobody knew about it. Nobody likes him here, mostly because they don't like the message his is bringing. He would go in to the store, but he doesn't know what he would say to people inside.

Don't Get Me Wrong

I know I don't blog nearly as often as I used to. This isn't due to lack of...anything. It's just, well, nothing that I have to say matters.

Confessions of A Strange Fellow

"Dogs can't sleep. I will eat them." - Ian

My First Day As A Rabbit

Well, I just started a new diet. A real diet. I am taking Slimquick pills. I'm eating healthy. I plan on starting at Curves this week. And I'm actually excited about it. I don't even have a desire to eat junky crap or drink high fructose corn syrup. Of course, this is only the first day...

Changes....

Today was my last day at the day-care. OMG I dont think I even told you I got a different job, did I? OK first things first.

OK so I got a new job at the NSU foundation. Basically, we call alumni and friends of the university and ask for donations to various funds. Right now we are raising money for the Wolf Pact Scholarship fund, which is a new program for incomming freshman with an ACT score of 21 or higher which garantees them between $500 and $2000, depending upon the score, each year that they attend Northern and maintain a 3.0 GPA or above. (did that sound rehearsed??). I applied for this job beacuse I was basically gauranteed a position, and I was told I would get 9.25/hour. Not so. Not yet, anyway. You start at 7.00 plus incentives, and you get a raise for each year you work there. You work for a little over three hours each night. Oh ya...I also thought I would get to work 4 nights per week but then he hired too damn many people and so now I only get two nights. The whole point in getting this job was so that I would have more money, but then I quit the daycare (with both jobs, plus classes, I wouldnt have enough time for homework, leisure, or friends) and now im still going to be making around the same amount as before. I think its ok though...cuz I do like this job. Its more individual and I dont know...I just really like it. It's not that I decided to change my focus or anything. I loved the kids, and I still want to work with children as a career...I can't really explain it properly, I just feel like I want to be only working at the foundation for now. Besides, I'm taking an Observation class for my minor, and I have to spend 40 hours in a preschool for that, so I'll still have my kiddie fix.

Anyway, as I was saying, today was my last day at the daycare. I didn't even get to see my favorites. ( I know, "you shouldn't have favorites". Everyone does, OK? They just don't let it show.) So anyway...I decided not to go say goodbye to anyone because then I would feel sad. And I dont think I have the right to feel sad. It was my choice to get another job. It was my choice to quit at the daycare, even though they really needed me. I guess I just had some problems with it which I don't want to share at the present time. But I still talk to a couple people who I worked with, and I'll find out from them how everyone is.

Hmm..well I think thats about all I have for you today

With You I'd Withstand All Of Hell To Hold Your Hand

Far Away - Nickelback

This time, This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case

there's just one left

'Cause you know

you know

you know

I love you

I've loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming

you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing

if I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance

'Cause with you, I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it all

I'd give for us

Give anything

but I won't give up

'Cause you know

you know

you know

I love you

I've loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming

you'll be with me

and you'll never go

Stop breathing

if I don't see you anymore

So far away (So far away)

Been far away for far too long

So far away (So far away)

Been far away for far too long

But you know

you know

you know

I wanted

I wanted you to stay

'Cause I needed

I need to hear you say

I love you

I have loved you all along

And I forgive you

For being away for far too long

So keep breathing

'Cause I'm not leaving you any more

Believe it

Hold on to me

and never let me go

Keep breathing,

'cause i'm not leaving you any more

Believe it

Hold on to me and never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and never let me go