I HAVE AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE

I think I am HaPpY

All of my problems seem to have solved themselves, except for the misunderstanding with Maggie, and I don't see how on Earth she could still be thinking as she was before...after all, I understand that she was feeling as a mother should when under the impression that a 19 year old was messing around with him. She acted rashly, in a fit of rage. Hopefully she has calmed down and will allow me to talk to her rationally about it now, because I don't want to lose my friendship with her family over something stupid like this.


Its too bad that I don't get the chance to blog every day (or several times a day) like I used to...This summer has not been nearly as boring as it looks. In fact, I wrote a letter to my buddy Stacy, two letters actually, and both were fairly long. There has been alot of stuff going on, it just doesn't seem that exciting right now, and I can't remember half of it. See, the point of this blog, besides telling my friends what's been going on in the parts of my life they missed, is also for me to read so that I can look back and remember. And now I forgot!! People from Aberdeen who I didn't talk to all summer are gonna ask me what I did over vacation, and I'm gonna say "I fucked my little brother..."
NOTE: This is not a confession, I am being sarcastic. And I do consider this boy to be my little brother, which is yet another reason that I'm not ever gonna be sneaking around with him.

R.I.P. Chibi *sniff*

To My Hamster

Chibi Kenshin

My pet from May 2004 to June 2005

I Love And Miss You Baby!!

HOW CUTE...

MY BEST FRIEND IS DATING MY "EX".

KNOW WHAT'S EVEN CUTER? AWWWW SHE MIGHT BE PREGNANT WITH HIS KID...BUT I THOUGHT SHE WAS ENGAGED TO SOMEONE ELSE. OH WELL!!!!! HOW EXCITING FOR THEM. SO LET ME GET THIS STRAIGHT...IF SHE CAN ALREADY FEEL SIGNS OF PREGNANCY, THEN THAT MEANS IT WAS A WHILE AGO THAT THE ALLEGED BABY WAS CONCEIVED. HMMM...THAT MEANS THAT THEY FUCKED WHEN I WAS SUPPOSSEDLY GOING OUT WITH HIM. HOW IRONIC. THATS WHAT HAPPENED WITH HER LAST KID TOO. I BETTER BE THE GODMOTHER OF THIS ONE, TOO!!!

So you guys know, Im not even mad. If anything, I think it's funny as hell. Good Luck!!

So Ya...

I am so fed up with everything. Im not sure what that means, but its that time of the month, so Im going through my monthly "the-worl-is-a-dark-and-hateful-place-and-Im-gonna-pick-one-person-to-be-my-only-savior" ritual.

This month, it's either Daniel or Kyle, but since I'm not allowed to be around Kyle anymore...(sorry, still pissed about that), its just Daniel. My friends agreed with me that he was too clingy, too possessive. But now, they don't understand that I want to be with him every second as well. Its like, alot of shit has happened that should have made us grow farther apart, but despite that, we both feel more in love than ever. Im hopeing that Crystal finally understands, since she has an awesome boyfriend now too. Anyway, I dont know what this blog is about. I just had a really good day with the slight implication of a headache, but then suddenly I get accused of doing something that I was TOLD to do. And not even by the person who was pissed about it. She was around me for two hours and said nothing, she just started sending people to spy on me and her son. RUIN MY FUCKING DAY, WILL YOU! I LOVE ALL THREE OF YOUR KIDS, AND YOUR NEICE AND NEPHEWS OR COUSINS OR WHATEVER THEY ARE. AND NOW YOU LEAD ME TO THINK THAT IN YOUR EYES IM A DIRTY CHILD MOLESTER. I MEAN, YA, I JOKE. I DO FIND A FEW 13-15 YEAR OLDS ATTRACTIVE, AND YES, YOUR SON IS ONE OF THEM. BUT FOR GOD'S SAKE...I AM ENGAGED, AND FURTHERMORE I AM NOT IN A HURRY TO GO TO JAIL FOR STATUTORY RAPE. ESPECAILLY NOT WHEN IM GOING TO SCHOOL TO BE AN ELEMENTARY TEACHER. HOW COMFORTABLE AM I GONNA FEEL AROUND YOUR KIDS NOW, KNOWING THAT YOU THINK WHAT YOU DO ABOUT ME. AND WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST ASK ME ABOUT IT INSTEAD OF ASSUMING THE WORST AND LOSING YOUR TRUST IN ME. I HAVE BEEN TURNING HIM DOWN FOR THE LAST TWO YEARS, BECAUSE I KNOW ITS WRONG.

WHATEVER DUDE...

WHY DOES EVERYBODY HATE ME???


OK, now that that's out of my system...I DID NOT FUCK YOUR SON!!! HE'S 14 FUCKING YEARS OLD. MY GOD, DO YOU THINK I WANT TO GO TO JAIL??? AND IN ANY CASE, YOU TOLD ME TO DO IT IN THE FIRST PLACE, WITH THE CONDITION THAT I DIDN'T TELL YOU. OBVISOULY I DIDN'T TELL YOU, (BECAUSE IT DIDN'T HAPPEN) SO WHY AM I SUDDENLY NOT ALLOWED TO BE AROUND MY ONLY FRIEND THAT LIVES IN HAYTI???

MY SORRIES

**I'm sorry that I was having a bad day. I see now that this is sinful.

**I'm sorry that "everyone" has been ragging on you. I will try my hardest to control them from now on, because I would hate to get yelled at for it again.

**I'm sorry that I didn't find the water balloon assult fun at the time. I understand now that I should always wish to partake in whatever my friends are planning, and genuinely enjoy it. In my defense, at least I went with you, despite the fact I didn't want to, and I didn't stop anyone from doing anything, and I almost had fun.

I honestly am sorry for hurting your feelings, and also (perhaps more-so) for making Terry think he was the worst boyfriend ever (especailly since I NEVER said he was). I've had my strike at you, and you had yours back at me. I'm over it, and I hope you will be soon, too, because you're an awesome, fun person.

So I'm Slightly Annoyed...

**THIS POST HAS BEEN DELETED DUE TO VARIOUS FACTORS, INCLUDING THE UNLAWFULLNESS OF MY BEING UPSET WHILE AUTHORING IT, AND SOMEONE'S INABILITY TO HONOR THE DISCLAIMER.

**that i have NEGATIVE 160 dollars right now and a 200 bill to CellOne. The negative balance is due to my bank being SHITHEADS all of a sudden...and the large cell bill is partially due to that reason as well.

**my favorite one of kristy's guinnea pigs died, both of my fish (Akira and Tiberious)died, kristy's kitten (Padawan),whom i loved, died, my hamster (Chibi) is deathly ill...

**that people like to talk about me behind my back to other people, then lie about it to me

**that everyone dislikes my boyfriend. I love him more than i ever did, and left and right people are telling me i shouldnt be with him, when they dont know shit

**people are also telling me not to be friends with the people i choose...but i am used to that...