So Ya...

I am so fed up with everything. Im not sure what that means, but its that time of the month, so Im going through my monthly "the-worl-is-a-dark-and-hateful-place-and-Im-gonna-pick-one-person-to-be-my-only-savior" ritual.

This month, it's either Daniel or Kyle, but since I'm not allowed to be around Kyle anymore...(sorry, still pissed about that), its just Daniel. My friends agreed with me that he was too clingy, too possessive. But now, they don't understand that I want to be with him every second as well. Its like, alot of shit has happened that should have made us grow farther apart, but despite that, we both feel more in love than ever. Im hopeing that Crystal finally understands, since she has an awesome boyfriend now too. Anyway, I dont know what this blog is about. I just had a really good day with the slight implication of a headache, but then suddenly I get accused of doing something that I was TOLD to do. And not even by the person who was pissed about it. She was around me for two hours and said nothing, she just started sending people to spy on me and her son. RUIN MY FUCKING DAY, WILL YOU! I LOVE ALL THREE OF YOUR KIDS, AND YOUR NEICE AND NEPHEWS OR COUSINS OR WHATEVER THEY ARE. AND NOW YOU LEAD ME TO THINK THAT IN YOUR EYES IM A DIRTY CHILD MOLESTER. I MEAN, YA, I JOKE. I DO FIND A FEW 13-15 YEAR OLDS ATTRACTIVE, AND YES, YOUR SON IS ONE OF THEM. BUT FOR GOD'S SAKE...I AM ENGAGED, AND FURTHERMORE I AM NOT IN A HURRY TO GO TO JAIL FOR STATUTORY RAPE. ESPECAILLY NOT WHEN IM GOING TO SCHOOL TO BE AN ELEMENTARY TEACHER. HOW COMFORTABLE AM I GONNA FEEL AROUND YOUR KIDS NOW, KNOWING THAT YOU THINK WHAT YOU DO ABOUT ME. AND WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST ASK ME ABOUT IT INSTEAD OF ASSUMING THE WORST AND LOSING YOUR TRUST IN ME. I HAVE BEEN TURNING HIM DOWN FOR THE LAST TWO YEARS, BECAUSE I KNOW ITS WRONG.