Life is Full Of Bullshit Where Ever You Go

BUT AT LEST IT KEEPS LIFE INTERESTING



So ya...its less than a week before I go back to Aberdeen. Im pretty excited. Im gonna miss Daniel like hell though. That's the only part that will suck. Crystal's comming to school with me this year for sure, so I dont have to miss her. And Katie already lives in Aberdeen (although Im not sure how things are gonna go...long story).


OK, SO HERE'S WHAT I REALLY WANTED TO BLOG ABOUT:

I mentioned this on my member profile long ago, and I still believe it: im so irritated by people who whine to me about their problems and then when I offer advice, they completey dismiss it 100 percent of the time. It's like they don't really care what I think, even when I am the more rational one, and they know it. They want me to be the best friend I've always been, and help them out. I am flattered that people can talk to me about their problems, and I love being able to help them in some way. That is not the problem. Its when 5 minutes later they try and say everything is great when in reality its only gotten worse. I risk their good temperment by telling them calmly what I honestly think about their lifestyle, and they try to give me false assurances that everything is fine. Go ahead, screw up your life...that's your decision...but don't drag my baby down with you...please...

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So ya...I have made a terrible mistake again. I HAVE AN OPINION. Im so sorry people...

You know, I really did love you. I wanted to be one of your best friends. But that didnt happen. It couldnt, because my friends didnt like you, and yours didnt like me. And because your ideas of fun were quite different than mine. But the few times that we did get together, I thought it was great fun. And now, just because you utilized your blog and expressed yourself (which I dont have a problem with) and, mainly, becasue I used my own blog and made my own comments, now you suddenly give up on me and dont want anything to do with me. Fine. It's not like I was a major part of your life anyway. What are you losing? Not much...just a dorky chick who says random stupid things at the oddest times, someone who thinks differently than everyone else, someone who can laugh at the most retarded antics, someone who likes to express her opinion rather than surpress it...you know, I actually am alot like you. you said more than once that I was like your sister or that i should have been. That would have been awesome...but I guess I am too much like you