Take Me And Let Me In; Don't Break Me And Shut Me Out

One of those nights...i dunno if im manically depressed or if i just depend on others for my energy. The last week or so, I have been off the hook...very happy, bubbly, all that. And after a great day at work, i came home and got to see my Nonny. I was so happy then, too. But now, as i sit alone in my room i feel empty. could this be what daniel means? could this be what he goes through each moment that im not there? my mind is normally busy with something, whether its homework, class, work, or the desperate hopes of avoiding any of those things. and im always surrounded by people, even if its just Crystal. Even if we arent even talking to each other, i think that just having someone else around gives me a feeling of usefulness and purpose and that makes me happy as well as occupies my mind. But when im alone like this, especailly at night, and especailly after talking to daniel, i just feel so bummed. I just wanna be in the arms of someone who loves me...and i cant be with him until i go home again. i just wanna cry, but for what? am i lonely? how unstable am i if i cant go two hours without some sort of companionship? i mean, is it really necessary for me to have that constant of a reminder that i am loved? im so pathetic...

HOLY SHYT!!!

Today, Crystal, Ian, and I were going through the drive-in at McDonald's when we saw, no joke, at least 10 cops drive by in a little line with their lights flashing. DAMN! So we followed them. As we were doing so, we kept thinking "wouldn't that be great if the entire Aberdeen police department just got really bored, so they decided to go have a little parade and see how many people followed them?" They ended up all stopping in the area of some funeral home on main street. It was near The Last Chance bar, but that isn't where they went, just to clear that up. Anyway, they dissipated after like 10 minutes, and I dont know what was going on, but Im sure glad I got to see it!

Googlisms

If you go to Googlism.com, you can find out what the Internet thinks about you, your friends, your school, the year you were born, your pencil...almost anything!!! Here's what the Internet had to say about me:
darci is one of the best singers i have ever heard

darci is full of good advise if only someone would take it

darci is very good at what she does

darci is really a mouse living in a toaster (editor's note: WHAT???)

And here's what it thought about my friends!

crystal knight is a hottie that entertains men and women regularly as one of the hostesses of playboy's night calls 411

daniel is the dalai lama

ian is just a happy little guy sitting in his scooter thing

ian is the muthafuckin' man!

stacy is a 16 year old heroin addict

tyler is "selling rich women their own fat asses back to them"

You really just have to go check this site out.

Errr...Turkey?

So we are driving in the Econo parking lot when suddenly, Crystal brings the car to a near halt. "Is that a turkey??" she asks. I look out the window. All I see is a McDonald's bag full of garbage. I say nothing. "Pick it up!!!" she demands. Errr...

Thank You Ian!!!

For my birthday/Christmas, Ian gave me a plastic llama and some sticky notes. I love this!

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Ian bought these cigarette things that smell dizzy and, according to Ian, taste numb. The also crackle when you smoke them. When you smoke them, your lungs start to bleed. It stops after you're done, though, which is good, I suppose.

The Evils Of Snow Covered Ice

I got out of my car today. I promptly fell down. I got up, my dignity bruised, and brushed off the snow. Then I fell again. Again, I brushed myself off, hoping that no one saw. I then took a single step and fell on my ass AGAIN!!!! I seriously considered crawling to class...

I Finally Got To See Michael Again, After Almost A Year

After this shot was taken, he wiped the water/saliva from his mouth away with his hand, and then he wiped his hand on the giant "Odie" dog next to him...

Here's a good shot of his face. Katie looks stoned...lol...

Chewing on the bear I got him for Christmas. Katie would like me to point out that she is not chewing on him, no matter how it looks!

Gothic Harry Potter

DAMN!! This picture is sweet!! And I never use that word anymore.

As Promised, Here's The Kittens!!

Buddy (Daniel's mom's cat)

Trixie (Me and Daniel's kitten)

Yes. This Is A Cow Made Of Cheese.

I Dont Even Remember What My Tatoo Looks Like

I have a tattoo on my right shoulder blade. I think it's of a blue cresent moon and two stars. I think. I don't remember. I never see it!! I'm gonna get another one this summer, I think. I know what of, and I know where, but you all will just have to wait until I get it to know!

Why I Need To Think Before I Speak

Backstory: Daniel has one of those vibrating, U-shaped neck and shoulder massager pillow things. This is what I was reffering to in the following dialogue. I just couldn't think of the word "massager".

After hours of trying to pull up 40 year-old, deteriorating, sticky, gross, disgusting carpet, I say to Daniel..."I'm going to have to use that vibrator when we get hoime. I'm getting really tense."

Daniel Is So Funny In Bed...

Dan: That hamburger didn't set with me very well.
Darci: So in other words, you have a stomach ache?
Dan: Ya. Or something like that. It's not digesting right. It's just kinda sitting there on the bottom of my stomach and it's trying to break up but it isn't going very well at all.

Web Junk

There is this new show on VH1 called Web Junk 20. Each week it counts down the funniest, dumbest, most ridiculous things that they found on the web that week. I must tell Ian about this.

What Kind of Idiot Runs Into A Building?

Bumper parking - this is when u slowly ease your vehicle up to the bumper so that you are parked right next to it. When doing this, it is possible to hit a pole if there is one near the edge of the sidewalk. However, you are moving so slowly that no damage is done and it isn't a big deal at all.

But if you are whipping cookies on an icy parking lot and you pop up over the curb, smack the building, and cause a huge crack to form from the floor to the ceiling...that's a different story. Especailly when you're a cocky kid named Tim Pennings. HAHAHA

Payng My Respect To Some Fantastic Felines

R.I.P

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Tigger "Dunk" Burch

Whose death came very unexpectedly

Dunk was such a lover

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Frisky "Freakers" Burch

Who gave 17 years of love to a sweet little boy

SO MANY KITTENS!!!!! (what you talkin' 'bout?)

After Daniel's 18 year old (!!!!) cat was put to sleep, we went out and adopted another kitten. (photo comming later this month). This one is all black and really fluffy. It's also full of the devil! VERY playful, loving...loves to be held...gets into EVERYTHING. That is to say, even moreso than Buddy. Crazy little fucker. LOL. I love it. Dan still needs to come up with a name for it. I have my own idea, but I'll wait 'til he picks a name and just tell you that one so as not to confuse anyone.

Check it

You know why I hate Beyounce's music videos? Because she humps chairs, the floor, everything in sight. That's not sexy. Its creepy. You know why I hate alot of male (and female) artist's music videos? Because the choreographers have the girls dancing so fast and stupid that they look like they are convulsing. I have gotten used to the whole "we need skinny girls in their underpants shaking their asses to sell" thing. But they aren't even sexy anymore. They are like on speed or something...frankly, I'm a little scared.

Check it out, yo. I wrote this new rap song:

I'm out in da club
Got my bling around my neck
It's louder than the music
but don't you disrespec'
Got all these bitches
that I wanna take home
do nasty things to
all night long
I flash out my cha ching
light up my bling bling
da da da da.........

So ya...ever notice that most rap songs are about fine bitch, heaps of cash, dancing, and/or sex? *rolls eyes*
(I know people are gonna lell at me, so let me say this...I have enjoyed/ do enjoy some of these songs. Its the complete overabundance of them that annoys me)(Also, I realise that not all rap songs follow these pathetic trends. Amen to the rappers out there who have something else to say!!!!!)

Long live bands like Simple Plan, Fall Out Boy, Seether, Linkin' Park, and a ton of others who have an actual message in their songs....who's songs you can actually relate to.