A House Warming Party Is In Order!

My fishy, Akira (aka Voldemort), moved into his new home today. Well, technically yesterday, but close enough. Its a clear bowl with a mixture of cerulean blue and clear marble-rock things. There's a (fake) white flowering plant growing from the center, and a purple-blue flower floats on a lily pad on the water's surface. I think he shall be quite happy.

I am very disapointed that SOMEONE hasn't been posting on her blog lately...

Damn, homework sucks ASS!!! It's almost summer, it's almost summer...

Also, Ty, I had a similar experience...I'm in the BMG music club, and normally its fine. I only buy when theres sales, etc. But sometimes they call and want to give me such a "great deal" by sending my 3 CDs and a certificate for 9 free ones. That would be fine...if there were 12 CDs I really wanted. It's 18 for each of the 3 u must buy...that makes $54. Each of the cds, free or not, have a S&H charge of $3, totaling $36. Thats $90 dollars!! True, in Sam Goody, 12 cds would run you about $200 or more. But I do not WANT 12 cds, therefore I do not want to take advantage of your "specail offer". It's ridiculous, cuz they say u qualify cuz ur an outstanding member, but u can rack up a $50 bill (of cds costing $8 or less, as that is the only time I buy them), not pay for a year, and as soon as u do, ur back in great standing. And they badger you, saying "but your going to buy these cds anyway, why not let us save u money?" No, actually, I dont think i would...and furthermore, you have to choose from a short list of cds they pick out for the initial 3. Its so ridiculous.

HAHA! So Happy, I Am!

Life is great when you make certain discoveries that make you giggle like a schoolgirl and blush.*TEE HEE* You have made my day! And I was so worried...

Random Things That Suck

*Saying things you really should have kept to yourself

*Speeding Tickets

*When fate shows you how you made someone else feel

*Moving 2 hours from your best friends

*Large class assignments that are all due the same week

*Being trapped in something you always dreamed of

*Bad immune systems

*Not being able to control fate

*Controling fate only to find you should have let it be

*Car problems

*Working

A Very Interesting Easter Break Indeed

Those with whom I experienced the various events know what I mean!!

Top 5 Things About Easter Break:

1. Finding out that THREE of my friends want me (lol)
2. Having a son for about a half hour
3. SAM!!
4. FINALLY eating at Pizza Hut
5. Getting another speeding ticket (k...this part actually sucked ass)

WHOOOO WHOOOO

Last night, Stacy, David, and I were walking across town to Scotty's house. The walk itself was long and cold, but fairly fun. It really felt like High School again, wlaking down the middle of the street during the wee hours of the night with my friends.The funnest part of it all was crossing the train tracks. Being from small little towns, Stacy and I had never really been that close to train before. We needed to cross the tracks to get to Scotty's, but we didn't really wanna wait for the whole damn thing to pass. David's like "run!". So we did. We ran right in front of the thing and we were so scared that we would fall down. It was close enough that it wouldn't have been able to stop. Right as we were crossing, we both looked over and saw it right there with its big old light shining right at us. Then it blew its whistle. It was the scariest frickin thing ever! It was great.... *smile*

Nice Little Coincidences Are Convenient

Every notice when something totally random happens and it either prevents something terrible from happening or causes something really great to happen? Nice, isn't it? Like today, I was going to back up out of my parking space at work, and for some dumb reason, I didn't look behind me before throwing the car into reverse. I hit the gas but it didn't go. I had just started turning my head to look behind me when I saw the car that was behind me, going for the spot on the other side of me. Had my car listened to me when I'd instructed it to back up, I would have smacked them, and it would have been a pretty dumb move on my part.

How Will She Ever Teach Him To Share??

"Hey, hey, hey, Michael, that's mommy's Vicatin."
- Katie

2 Out Of 2 College Students Agree

"The time consuming process of doing nothing is having an adverse effect on my studies."
- Sakura
(Stuart feels the same is true for him)

Patrick Harding, I Thank You

You told everyone I was your girlfriend when I wasn't, and yet you slept with one of my best friends. Because of this, my godbaby was born. Even though you ditched her, abondoned your son, and gallavanted off with some other girl, cared for her child that wasn't yours (while stil denying your own son) and eventually married someone and dissapeared, I thank you. Because of the state you left Katie in, she matured very quickly. I have been there for her, and we have grown very close. I also have a baby boy to help raise, which is convenient since Daniel and I choose not to have our own just yet. Because of me and Katie's closeness, we had a Halloween party a year and a half ago. That party started my feelings for Terry. Although we didn't work out, it was through him and my mixed up feelings that I ultimately realized how much I care for Daniel and now we are doing better than ever. When I became friends with Terry's family, Christina did, too, and with them, she found the stable home environment she needed to get her through tough times. She also found someone who cares for her as a person, understands her, and is the kind of guy I always wanted her to be with.
Patrick, I hate what you did to Katie and Michael, and I wish with all my heart you would come back into your son's life. But I will not say that making him was a mistake. When one little thing causes a chain of events to happen, it produces a butterfly effect. Change one thing, change everything. Had you not been an irrisponsible prick and knocked up some random girl, our lives would all be very different. I thank you for all the things you did, even though you really don't deserve it.

Once again, i find myself thanking someone for doing something that doesn't necessarily deserve a "thanks". Through my brother I am learning the full extend of what I put Daniel through, and I feel horrible all over again. Even when we fight, as we did a couple times over spring break, I still would rather be with him and hate him for the moment than love him and know I ruined my chance to be with him. Supossedly, Terry still likes me and it's so tempting sometimes, but Daniel is my life, and many times I have said that. Over break, he took his ring back during a fight and then left the room. I immediately erupted with unstoppable tears and searched the kitchen as frantically as I could without waking anyone, and I was literally going to kill myself. I downed some tylenol pm and I found the sharpest of the new knives they got for christmas. i had it to my wrist, and something stopped me. I went back into his bedroom and we worked things out. i realized that without him, i have nothing. terry is a great friend, and i never want to lose that. but a little girl crush is not worth giving up true love that has grown so strong over almost 4 years.

***Disclaimer - don't get upset with me. i'm not implying that what you did was a mistake. i don't know who ur meant to be with and fate has a fucked up way of letting us know these things. this post was not meant to attack you, it was for me to express my feelings and my own life. i still love you like a sister.

Favorite Songs Of The Moment

Just though I would document this for future reference.

In no particular order, my favorite songs at the moment are:
Candy Shop - 50 Cent
My December - Linkin Park
Heaven's A Lie - Lacuna Coil
Disco Inferno - 50 Cent
Bless The Broken Round - Rascal Flatts
Boulevard of Broken Dreams - Green Day
Nothin' To Lose - Josh Gracin

Amazing!

I got my first officail written warning from my RA over spring break. (note that I was not even here over spring break). I'm so excited that I can get in trouble without even doing anything wrong!!!!

See what happened is that my roomate was staying in the dorms some extra time after break started (and after I went home) and before she left, she had forgotten to unplug something and left something in the trash can. So we both got blamed for it, which is retarded, because she was here at least a day after I was, therefore she should have been the one to do the final check out procedure. Obviously she would need things plugged in after I left, and therefore I couldn't really do it...see what I mean?

Kind Of Irrelevant, But A Good Idea

The other day, my dad was talking to me about when he was younger, him and his friends would go to this resteraunt, lounge, bar place and order coffee. They would drink it down about half way and then refill the cup with vodka. They were called "the most wide awake drunks in the place."

Update Of Spring Break

Well, not a whole lot has happened over break. I have yet to meet up with Ty. Sam and Roy. I didn't go anywhere besides Watertown, and it isn't even nice out any more. Still, it's nice to not have to go to school, although I'm starting to understand what Christina goes through every day when all her friends are at school and she has nothing to do until they get home. Daniel worked yesterday and today, so I had a chance to run around with my other friends, but Christina and Roy are out of state, and Katie ran off somewhere. Yesterday I hung out with her siblings. That was interesting...enough said. (although I will note, for my own future reference, that I got serverely pissed off at Pedro).

I had alot of weird dreams, which unfortunately, I don't remember anymore, but I'm sure they probably meant something. In one of them, I got a 40% on my history test (NOOOOOO!!!!!) I'm so nervous about that!!! I wonder when my Algebra test is...gee...I never go anymore. Maybe this break will leave me rejuvinated and I will be ready to attent my classes faithfully and keep up with all my work.

Ya...Right

Classes on Penmanship

It would be great if when professors tore your work apart, the scribbles they use to express their advise was legible. I understand that many have 150 or more papers to read through, but helpful comments are hardly helpful when you can't read them

PS I still hate my English teacher!! But I WIN!!! FUCKER!!!

The other day, he was going around telling people things he thought they should do differently on their research papers, and I hadn't turned in a proposal. I knew he was gonna yell at me, but I had it printed, I just forgot to get it. To be honest, I'm sure he would have had no problem with me going back to the dorm to get it, but that would not be cool because I knew I still hadn't done it correctly (due to the fact that fuck face sent me a very UNHELPFUL response when I emailed him asking for guidelines on how to format it in accordance to his precise standards). Instead, when he approached me and asked whether I had brought it, I said, without even looking at him, "No, I forgot it in my room, and I was going to ask you if I could go get it, but I didn't figure you'd let me anyway." I heard him sigh in the way that adults do when they give up a child, deeming them unreachable. "Well then I'm not even going to talk to you about it." he grumbled, as if I was supossed to be heart broken or something. That's what I wanted.
It really is unfortunate that he is such a dickweed, because he seemed so nice otherwise. I thought he actually liked me (as a student and nothing more, just for clarification) at the begining of the year. That is, until I gave up on beating Athena and just let her be a long-winded, annoying presenter when asked even the simplest question.*****Now I just sit there and pointedly roll my eyes whenever she opens her mouth. It really does suck, though, because it's not like me to hate English, and he's making me do just that. Also, I had wanted to learn HTML, and we are doing that at the end of the term, and I'm still gonna hate him. Ha...I can use what he teaches us against him. I'll revamp my site and include all kinds of rude things poking fun at him.

*****Here is a made up example of why Athena is a long-winded, annoying presenter when asked even the simplest question:

Teacher: What color is an apple?
Athena (using tons of hand and arm gestures): Well, I believe that it really depends upon the type of apple you are talking about. If it is the kind which is the same color of a firetruck, for example, then that would make it, obviously, a red apple. However, if the apple you're talking about is the same color as the grass, then it would be a green apple. (while you're imagining this, please add in long pauses at awkward places, as well as stupid smiles and giggles that are completely unprovoked).
After all this, she may or may not turn to her group members (who were also addressed when the question was asked) and ask 'What do you guys think?"