Sunday, April 03, 2005

The Simple Pleasures in Life

I used to dread going in to the Watertown Wal-mart because Shawnna worked there. After our "final disagreement" as I shall call it, every time we saw each other, it was a very awkward moment, resulting in us both darting in opposite directions. I can't speak for her, but I know it ruined my day. Seeing her left me in a horrible, vengence-seeking mood. I would bitch to everyone that would listen about why I hated that bitch. But by now, I think I have ventilated enough to be satisfied, and while I would still delight watching her house burn the the ground, with all of her skating memorobilia and awards in it, I no longer allow her to ruin my mood. Instead, it has quite the opposite effect. I saw her yesterday and today in Wal-mart, and each time, I remembered that she is twice as sensitive as me, and twice as incapable to let things go. Therefore, seeing me will probably ruin her day twice as much. Let her remember that while she was in love with him, my best friend dumped her. The bitter old hag will never let that go. Let her remember that he gave ME the Tigger, and not her. She can just go on thinking that there was something between us. Also, let her remember that I am still with Daniel (he was with me yesterday when I saw her). I can't help but smile at the thought of her running back to the break room in tears, just because she saw me at work. (Although this didn't happen, I can pretend. Theroretically it could have)

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