Simple Plan in St. Cloud, Minnesota

Oh! What a long day! But very fun...


Stacy, Ty, and I drove 5 and a half freakin hours to St. Cloud Minnesota to see Simple Plan in concert. It wa so fucking cool. Even better than when I saw Seether. Our seats were better, there was more energy, and alot more happening on the stage. This chick threw her bra up on the stage, and it hit the singer in the face (or it nearly did.) Later, one of the band members ended up putting it on their head!

At one point, the drummer climbed up onto the balcony where we were all standing. He was, like, 3 feet away from me!

Besides singing at least a dozen of their own songs, they sang "I Believe In A Thing Called Love" by The Darkness, and snippets from several rap songs. I was rather touched when they sang "So Happy Together". They re-made this song for the Freaky Friday Soundtrack, but for me it holds a specail meaning. The original version of this song was played on the oldies radio station that my grandma listened to when I was a kid. This was the first song I remember learning the words to. I couldn't have been more than 4 years old. The song has always meant something to me, and I love Simple Plan's sound, and so that fact that one of my favorite bands brought back this specail song, well it's just kinda nice.

Jammin' Out On The Guitar

Singing To The Crowd

Just Some Of The Reported 3,000 + Fans

Ketchup and Crack

Tonight, in the midst of doing homework (and other unimportant things), Crystal and I decided to go to Wal-Mart to get ketchup. While we're there, we started looking at the Halloween candy and attempted to choose what kind we would buy to hand out tomorow night. So much to choose from! Chocolate toes and exploding blood balls! The candy industry has definately evolved since my younger days. So Crystal picks up a bag of pixie stix. I am reminded of a bumper sticker I saw once.

"Pixie Stix. Because not every kid can afford crack."

I commented on this, and shortly after, we started finding other drug references in the candy isle: Mary Jane Peanut Butter Chews and Dubble Bubble Gum (Our hall director can be credited for this one, as he is the one who told us that he laces it with cocaine before putting it in the hall candy dish) just to name a couple. This cute Jeremie guy, a Wal-mart employee, walked by and kinda looked at us all somehow as we laughed at all this. I have become alot more outspoken this year, and so I (loudly) made the comment that he probably thought we were druggies. He look over and smiled. When I asked him how long he had been listening, he explained that he heard the word "druggie" and just had to look. *smile*

After this, another employee came over and we all discussed candy. Finally, we made our selections and walked off. We stalled a bit, hoping to see "that cute guy" again. Crystal pointed out to me that we probably gave a couple people somthing to talk about when they got home. Just then, I noticed Jeremie behind us.

"Are you gonna talk about us when you get home?" I ask. He said he would, if that's what we wanted. Then I invited him to trick-or-treat at our place. (I can think of so many lines I could have used, if only I had thought of them at the time...)

I'm so glad that I have become more outspoken now. Its a great way to meet people. You know, if it wasn't more me, I'd never meet anyone new!

Hey Ian...Let's Play Library!

Crystal accidently returned some books she borrowed from the Alexander Mitchell library to the NSU library. When that happens, they send them over to the correct place. When the AML still hadn't seen them after a week, she went back to NSU to see if they were still there. I went with her. Ian was working there, and since he's only a workstudy student, he wasn't exactly sure where he should look to see if the books were still waiting to be sent. "Let me call the reference librarian." he said. He picked up the phone and dialed her number. Less than 100 feet away, the phone rang. The reference librarian answered. I could hear everything that she was saying, because she was in the same room...She would ask a question (we would hear it) and then he would relay the question to us.

I tried so hard not to laugh. I could tell that Ian wanted to laugh to, but he didnt. Props to him for that...

Words Per Minute

HEY!!! Go to www.typingtest.com and see how many WPM you can type...I did 61 with 96% accuracy.

What's The Point of a Big Fancy Wedding?

I mean, really, you spend all this money on elaborate decorations, food, and entertainment...and who is it all for? The guests, mostly. You will be married to the person whether you go to the JP or go all out...so basically all the frills are to make yourself look rich and impressive. And you have to pay for the gowns, tuxes, and to have your hair done. I'm sure its all very nice, and you feel like a princess or something, but ya...I don't even wanna go through the millions of invitation styles and dress alterations just to be impressive and make the church look pretty. It's like saying that someone has to dress all fancy and look perfect in order for them to mean anything.

I know I'm feeling a little bitter right now...Travis hates me. Why? What did I do to him? We don't even talk. The only things he knows about me are what Daniel tells him. And whatever problems Daniel has had with me in the past, he is obviously over them now, as he wants to marry me more than ever. And I feel the same. So why does Travis think that Im such a cheater and that Daniel could do so much better? Well we don't think much of your controlling, crabby little wench either, but do we tell you to dump her? No. Because you're with her for a reason, aren't you? So we're happy for you.

And what has Daniel been saying about me at work? I was not in a bad mood this weekend. In fact, I had the best time with you that i have had in a long time. We were flirting like a brand new couple, but at the same time, our love felt so deep that it was like we were married. I dunno...whatever...Its just that I have had so many people talking shit about me lately that I can't stand the thought of the one person that is suppossed to always be there for me doing it...even though its like the three-hundreth time that I have had things he supossedly said come back to me, and he denies them all. Oh well, who cares. Its just guy-talk, I hope. And he loves me. And thats all that matters...

Random Quotes From Daniel...

We were in Wal-Mart, and there was a mechanical turkey toy that sang "Chicken in the Straw". I was very amused by this. I had never heard the actual words to the song before, so I don't know if they made this part up or not, but it said "Standin' on a pumpkin and the pumpkin rolls away". I just busted a gut! That was the silliest thing I've ever heard! Why would you be standing on a pumpkin, and furthermore, how do u not expect it to roll away? Do you stay on when it rolls, or will you fall over and look like an idiot who has no business standing on another pumpkin for as long as you live? I was just perplexed by this when Daniel goes "Well it's just like standing on a turkey." HUH?! Why would you be stadning on a turkey? "Well you have to catch it somehow. If you can't shoot it, you stand on it."

OK.....

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Ok, so we have this little inside joke where he will "walk" his fingers on my head and that's suppossed to be a "moose". He will make the "moose" do a variety of things: walk, run, jog, skip, fall down, jump repeatedly with excelerated gravity. Well he was doing that on my forehead last night, and I asked him to get the moose off my forehead. So he moved it to my cheek. Get the moose off my face! So it migrated to my (very ticklish) side. NO MORE MOOSES WALKING ON ME!!!!!! So he lifts my shirt up in the back and starts to gently drag his fingers along. Now I have a pretty good idea what he's doing, so I have already erupted with a fit of laughter when I ask "Is he ice skating???"

He was...

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Daniel has been suffering from a cold, and, unbeknownst to me, he sprayed some sort of decongestant or something into his nostrils before bed. So he crawls in next to me, and I'm like "What smells funny?" Well I dunno he says...what is that smell? OH!! It's my nose!!

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THE SHIT LIST

The following are people who need to fucking die and stop contaminating the world with their foul stench of a personality:

NICOLE WEBSTER
DAVID FREY
MAGGIE KELLY
SHAWNNA SINGREY


FUCKING KILL THEM ALL!!!!!! IN THE MOST PAINFUL WAY POSSIBLE. REFER TO WWW.SMACKSONSATURN.BLOGSPOT.COM FOR GREAT IDEAS ON HOW TO DO THIS!

I'd Lkie To Watch You Drown And Die

You guys are pretty fucking hilarious. Most of that shit that you said to Daniel during your IM conversation could easily go right back on you. The rest of it made no sense whatsoever!

Katie and I can estroy you and darci. Go look at her yahoo personal and see what shes doing.

OK, so on my profile, I have a picture of myself looking goth. HOW THE HELL IS THAT GOING TO DESTROY US?????????????

She's been with a 13 year old.

This is that rumor about me and Kyle. Daniel knows Kyle, and he knows I didn't sleep with him. And this comment also proves that Katie was saying some of this shit, and she CANNOT say that it was all David. She knew about this rumor. She knew it wasn't true, too, but she's a back-stabbing liar.

I don't treat women like trash

According to KATIES FAMILY you are VERY FUCKING CONTROLLING...even if she's too stupid to realize it.

Daniel: why dont you stop worrying about us and worry about your own life and try to get your son back?
Them: outside your house, 5. You must not caer about your godson then huh? Thats OK because you are no longer his godfather and darci is no longer his godmother.

OK, OBVIOUSLY HE DOES CARE ABOUT HIS GODSON BECASUE WE ACTUALLY CARE ABOUT HIM, UNLIKE YOU FUCKERS THAT LOST HIM TWICE AND DONT EVEN SEEM TO REALISE THAT YOU'LL NEVR GET HIM BACK

I thought she cared about me and mike and david but all she cares about is how she can destroy my life any more than it already is by spreading lies to others when she has no place to talk because she wont know whats its like to have kids for another 5 years.

YOU HYPOCRITIC LITTLE BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEN HAVE I EVER SPREAD LIES ABOUT YOU???? YOU ARE THE ONE THAT SPREADS LIES ABOUT ME, FUCKER! AND I WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU, EVEN AFTER ALL YOUR OTHER "FRIENDS" GAVE UP AND GOT PISSED AT YOU, I STILL TALKED TO YOU, EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT AGREE WITH YOUR DECISIONS, AND I KNEW THAT YOU WERE TO FUCKING INDEPENDENT TO EVER LISTEN TO ANYTHING I SAID. ALSO, I WORK WITH KIDS, AND I BET I TAKE BETTER CARE OF THEM THAN YOU DO. WHEN YOU LIVED WITH KRISTY ALL YOU CARED ABOUT WAS WHAT SHE WAS DOING WRONG WITH HER SON. TRUST ME, YOU WERENT PERFECT EITEHR. YOU NEED TO STRAIGHTEN OUT YOUR FUCKING PRIORITIES, BITCH.

You are so cheap you take her to mcdonald's tot ake her out to dinner every time you go out to watertown

Ummm....OK? No, he doesn't. We hardly ever go to McDonald's.

She should pay for her own shit and not have to rely on others to pay for her stuff its called being grown up.

OK FUCKBAGS, WHO IS IT THAT IS RELYING ON THE FUCKING STATE, YOUR FAMILIES, AND EVERYONE ELSE???? I HAVE A JOB. I CAN KEEP A JOB. I HAVE NEVER BEEN FIRED. I DONT LIVE IN A FUCKING CAMPER IN MY MOMMIES BACK YARD!!!! YOU ALSO MADE A COMMENT ONE TIME ABOUT HOW YOUR MOM TAUGHT YOU HOW TO CLEAN UP AFTER YOURSELF. UMMMM...OBVIOUSLY NOT, BECAUSE EVERYWHERE YOU HAVE LIVED HAS LOOKED LIKE A FUCKING SHIT HOLE.

Tell darci to keep her naked body away from mathew.

When the fuck have i ever been close to putting my naked body on him??? i dont know why you have this idea in your head...its prolly all because of kristy, shes a liar too...i dont have a crush on shaggy...i just think hes alot better person than you. he isnt a LOSER.

The Evils Of Pepto Bismul!

This morning, much to my amazement, I woke to discover that I had a black tongue!!! At first I freaked out...but then I Googled it! Here's what I discovered...

Bismuth is the active ingredient in Pepto Bismol. When it comes into contact with trace amounts of sulphur in your saliva it combines into Bismulth sulphide which is black. This stain can last for up to a couple of days.


Read more at this discussion board!

Im feeling a little better today. I no longer want to murder Fuckhead and leave him in a puddle of blood. I no longer want to propel myself off of the top of the water-tower. No longe do I feel like sitting in a dark room bawling my ass off over anything and everything. I am no longer convinced that everything I ever did was a huge mistake. I thinkI might be OK.


For now...

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what the hell is going on
in your head?
i dont even know you anymore.
you used to be my friend
but this is the end
fuck you and all the memories we made

walking away is so hard to do
i can't just pretend
i dont know you
what used to be is done and gone
you threw it all away when you said those things

ive put up with your shit
ive forgave your mistakes
but now theres nothing you can say
its so hard to turn my back on a friend
but a friend i can no longer keep you

i've gotta do whats best for me
i've gotta get away
i tried to help, i was always there
and this is the fucking thanks i get?

good luck, you'll need it
please prove me wrong
make something of yourself
make me proud
cuz right now i dont ever wanna see you again

what hurts is that you're all the same
caught up in playing your favorite game
two-faced liars with hidden adgendas
i've had enough, im not amused
who are my real friends?
the ones that are here...

jon, stacy, crystal, mal...i fucking love you guys...dont ever leave me...

What's in the Toaster?

You don't know if it's bread or toast.
You can see it but it's bathed in Ambiguous Red Light.
At what point does bread become toast?
Should you hit the lever? It's been a while.
No, in the end, you just have to trust the machine.