What's The Point of a Big Fancy Wedding?

I mean, really, you spend all this money on elaborate decorations, food, and entertainment...and who is it all for? The guests, mostly. You will be married to the person whether you go to the JP or go all out...so basically all the frills are to make yourself look rich and impressive. And you have to pay for the gowns, tuxes, and to have your hair done. I'm sure its all very nice, and you feel like a princess or something, but ya...I don't even wanna go through the millions of invitation styles and dress alterations just to be impressive and make the church look pretty. It's like saying that someone has to dress all fancy and look perfect in order for them to mean anything.

I know I'm feeling a little bitter right now...Travis hates me. Why? What did I do to him? We don't even talk. The only things he knows about me are what Daniel tells him. And whatever problems Daniel has had with me in the past, he is obviously over them now, as he wants to marry me more than ever. And I feel the same. So why does Travis think that Im such a cheater and that Daniel could do so much better? Well we don't think much of your controlling, crabby little wench either, but do we tell you to dump her? No. Because you're with her for a reason, aren't you? So we're happy for you.

And what has Daniel been saying about me at work? I was not in a bad mood this weekend. In fact, I had the best time with you that i have had in a long time. We were flirting like a brand new couple, but at the same time, our love felt so deep that it was like we were married. I dunno...whatever...Its just that I have had so many people talking shit about me lately that I can't stand the thought of the one person that is suppossed to always be there for me doing it...even though its like the three-hundreth time that I have had things he supossedly said come back to me, and he denies them all. Oh well, who cares. Its just guy-talk, I hope. And he loves me. And thats all that matters...