It's A Record For This Year!!!!!

Well, for almost 48 hours, I was happy. Now I wanna kill myself again, but that's just how it goes I guess.

Sick of trying - what's the point

Sick of talking - no one listens

Sick of listening - it's all lies

Sick of thinking - just end up confused

(It's from a song, don't worry)

Remember how I said that Daniel was my reason for wanting to live when I get all upset and crazy? Well what the fuck is my reason for living if he's my reason for being all upset and crazy???

How am I suppossed to live with someone that I love so much??